Please give me strength to not visit their house at night and make their taco stand burst in flames with explosives.
Please give me strength to forgive them, even if they suck as human beings and deserve to rot and have their house demolished by termites.
Please give me strength to not hunt down mama whore and make her cry with ill words full of poison that are just waiting to sprout from my lips the moment I have her in front of me.
Please give me the patience and tolerance that my little sister holds so that I will not go to jail for making a taco stand explode and murdering two stupid human beings..
Please give me the confidence and love my mom holds so that I will not hunt the sick family down and make them suffer in extremely painful ways their demise from this stupid superficial and crappy reality people like them have created for the rest of us.
Please give me strength to hold back my anger and see with eyes unclouded by hate.
Allow me to forgive their ignorance and their harsh words towards my family.
But most of all, please make sure that someday, somehow, someway... They will realize how much their words and actions have impact in the lives of the people they hurt, and those around them.
I might not be perfect, and I am extremely pissed off and ready to make the freaking taco stand explode. But deep down I seriously have faith that they will wake up in time, before the harsh lessons of life will take the role of "punishing" them.
Sure, I might fantasize about murdering and hurting them with my rage, but I have faith they will somehow wake up from that stupid lie they fall "life".
I have faith that with some work and serious mediatation (and writing 100 scenarios where I make them die horrible deaths) I will find the strength to forgive them for their senseless way of being, acting and living.
But until then...